Sunday, June 22, 2008

เรารักแม่

เพลงเรารักแม่
โดย รวมศิลปิน RS



Another song I have been practicing to sing for my mom.
:-D

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

พรของพ่อ (และแม่)

"วันนี้คุณบอกรักคุณพ่อคุณแม่หรือยัง"



The new year before my dad sickness, I did not realize how lucky I was to have such a great parents like my mom and my dad.

I just came back from Thailand. I called my dad on New Year's Eve just to say Happy New Year. That evening, I planned to go to Bhavana Society. Kaew was going to pick me up that afternoon.

Kaew called while I was on the phone with my dad. I told dad that I had to go because my friend was waiting for me. I felt angry a bit because my dad would not let me go. I was such a fool.

I hung up with dissatisfaction. I knew what I did was wrong. So, after met with Kaew, I called him again and explained the situation as I forgot to tell him at first. He never once was mad. He always expressed his kindness.

Still I felt bad, that day he gave me his blessing. It was the best blessing someone like me could ever get. I told him that my place was a mess. He said at least you know it was a mess, and that you will take care of that mess. He then said "ขอให้เห็นความรกรุงรังในจิตใจตนเอง".

That night at Bhavana Society, I could not sleep as I saw my thoughts all night long. It was a mess inside. I realized that I got the blessing of a lifetime from him.

After I learned of his sickness, I asked him many times for forgiveness for the incident that night. He said it was nothing. He forgave me always.

Last week it was memorial weekend here, I went on a camping trip with Nun. She brought a Thai CD along. The songs were about mom. She got them from the Internet. One night, after the trip, I searched for the songs with such value and found this one.

I cried very hard listening to this song.

You can change the word "พ่อ" with "แม่". The meaning would still be the same.